Tuesday, June 3, 2008
BIRTH!
You heard me...BIRTH! I was there, it was F A N T A S T I C!
The best expierience of my life, to see a miracle in front of you changes a man. Cliché? Maybe. But this I tell you, I have never in my life felt so many emotions. Anger, fear, joy, ecstasy and above all appreciation.
Appreciation to GOD! HE who guided everybody in theater that day (25th of February 2008), HE who kept my wife and I calm throughout the procedure and HE who granted us the miracle.
Appreciation for the talent of the doctors, nurses, helpers, cleaners... everyone who was involved!!!
I wish I could put into words the feelings I had when the little rascal burst into song in the theater, and immediately demanded all of my attention. The look on my wife's face as the raised Jano from her belly and give him to me, the look in his face when he saw me for the first time and the warmth of the tears on my cheeks...all to insane to put into words.
The fact the this little BABY would from this day on depend on me for survival makes a man do crazy things! The fact that this little PERSON'S world will only be a big as the one I show him makes a man lay awake at night. The fact that this little MAN would one day be the man I am today...would make a man CHANGE!!!
Mahatma Gandhi said: "Be the change you want to see in the world."
The best expierience of my life, to see a miracle in front of you changes a man. Cliché? Maybe. But this I tell you, I have never in my life felt so many emotions. Anger, fear, joy, ecstasy and above all appreciation.
Appreciation to GOD! HE who guided everybody in theater that day (25th of February 2008), HE who kept my wife and I calm throughout the procedure and HE who granted us the miracle.Appreciation for the talent of the doctors, nurses, helpers, cleaners... everyone who was involved!!!
I wish I could put into words the feelings I had when the little rascal burst into song in the theater, and immediately demanded all of my attention. The look on my wife's face as the raised Jano from her belly and give him to me, the look in his face when he saw me for the first time and the warmth of the tears on my cheeks...all to insane to put into words.
The fact the this little BABY would from this day on depend on me for survival makes a man do crazy things! The fact that this little PERSON'S world will only be a big as the one I show him makes a man lay awake at night. The fact that this little MAN would one day be the man I am today...would make a man CHANGE!!!
Mahatma Gandhi said: "Be the change you want to see in the world."
Jano is here! :-)
For obvious reasons, I have been a little slow in posting new items. The little fella has been keeping us quite busy!
It is amazing how such a little person can change one's life, wonderful how he can make me wax lyrical about stuff I never even thought about and above all cynical about the WORLD! The intentions of it, the actions of it and it's attempts to hurt him. Yes I am talking about the world, and everything in it. How can I say that I promise to protect you son if I let the world hurt him.
How does one know when and where to draw the line...Am I being over protective? Am I jealous? Am I just a caring father?
The answer genuinely avoids me...
It is amazing how such a little person can change one's life, wonderful how he can make me wax lyrical about stuff I never even thought about and above all cynical about the WORLD! The intentions of it, the actions of it and it's attempts to hurt him. Yes I am talking about the world, and everything in it. How can I say that I promise to protect you son if I let the world hurt him.
How does one know when and where to draw the line...Am I being over protective? Am I jealous? Am I just a caring father?
The answer genuinely avoids me...
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